I AM SICK OF IT!

Ok, first of all that fucking moron can go back to where he came from!

now that that is out... My family is driving me crazy I have never seen such a huge group of people that had PMS at once! it is so annoying... an justin still throws temper tantrums for attention, and like freaking out... he has problems and it is drinving me insane... he blames everything on me, and dad goes along with it because i am the one that stirred the pot last year by coming out... it is fucking annoying... apparently justin has problems at school because of me... and it drives me up the fucking wall.... I am sure some are caused by me, but because he is failing does not mean that i did it... like OMG rawr.... and GAH!

I wish I could leave this house temporarily but unfortunately I cannot.... it sucks but I will curl up in a ball and spend sleepless nights crying about it like I always do.... like my god, i wish i could tell my whole family and the world, and have them all be fine with it... and i wish that I could actually find a boy friend that does not choose people enitrely off of image... like I have image and appearance in the back of my mind when i talk to people... but like it is not the deciding factor... it fucking pisses me off like you would not believe!

Anyways today was tense, and that is all i have to say about it... and now I am going away to e-mail my cousin... so love ya all!

Jere